Money Money Money

A while back I was talking about vices and I 'forgot' to mention just one itty bitty tiny one: Money. Money is the bane of my existence. We generally never have any for one, and when we actually do get some , it is gone like magic. Here one second *POOF* gone the next. My husband says we will never get it...I say we will, because we already are. I for one don't like money and seem more happy when it is gone. I think that is growing up poor, I have more resources to get by than Steve does. He just thinks that I have a spending problem, I don't know how I can, I don't go SHOPPING people!! Yes you heard me I don't walk malls or any of that, so I am not sure how I am the one spending it...go figure...When I shop that means groceries or what I can find at a garage sale...I dunno, hell maybe it is me...I say our bills are more than what we make and that is why we are broke...you don't have to be Einstein to have figured that one out. On the other hand we do own a car that we can't afford, but I really do need it to go to school...see the vicious cycle here? It is funny though I feel rich! I have a house over my head, clothes and shoes on my feet, I have 2 beautiful children that are healthy, I am able to have pets, what more is there???