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Okay if you hadn't figured this out, I am having some HUGE issues here...My family has mistaken me for...yes that's right....SUPERWOMAN....
I was informed last nite that I have to start prioritizing my life....that is because I am getting no help and nothing is getting done around here unless I DO IT...and Steve this person that I should have RAN FAR away from 10 years ago, says it should be in this order....
1.)God
2.)kids
3.) Family (him I assume)
4.)Self
5.)homework (school)
Okay people do you notice anything really strange about this line-up??
FUcking ASSHOLE...yes I said it and I will continue to say it!!
We live in a farming community and we were driving by the "harvesting" the other day and STEVE good ol Steve says...."Look there is a corn tractor" what in the EFF is a corn tractor??? I correct him by saying gee Steve that is a COMBINE....he wasn't pleased......who cares?? My wonderful husband also says I don't contribute enough to this household (financially) so wants me to find a job in between everything else....what in the HELL??
I should give everyone a little history on Steve and Mikel...sittin in a tree....NOT k*i*s*s*i*n*g....first comes baby, then comes marriage, then comes love in this marriage....
What I didn't know was Steve has some serious ass issues...and therefore when we got married I then developed these serious ass issues...
He drinks (well not for 2 years...keep your fingers crossed) he is a religious nutball (yes a bible thumper) he has some whacked out ideas about what the "woman's" role is in a marriage...and when it comes to fight or flight he flies...yes he does...not stick around and fight for something hell no...clean out the bank account and leave everything and everyone like they don't exsist. I think he is lazy...but he does work 2 jobs...which apparently entitles him to do NOTHING else when he is done....HOLD UP... THE WORLD STOPS WHEN STEVE DOES....give me a fucking break....
2 summers ago Steve and I were going through divorce proceedings...almost made it too dammit...2 weeks before it was going to be final (me being FREE) we decided...yes lets try this vicious cycle one more time....for the kids....excuse me people the kids can see what is happening here..............AND NO IT ISN"T PMS....that is what he says when I get a lil pissed....never ever could be something inside of me needing to get out.....NOOOOO it is someone or something else's' fault.....one more example before I am off to start my day................I asked Steve what he had sacrificed in this marriage to be with me and to be a family....after quite a few minutes he says you know I just gave you my hamburger and that was a sacrifice to me............HELLO...............