Pretty boring around here...My son is spending the night at a friends house and goes to his dads for the weekend. I have a paper I need to start writing but I need to pack some things...we are suppose to be in the new house on Friday...how that is going to happy I will never know. Steve hasn't packed a box, but my kiddies last nite did their own rooms which was STUPENDOUS!! I figure if I can kick it in the ass today and the rest of this weekend...I should have only a few worries left, which would be nice INDEED! So everyone have a supercalifragiclisticexpialodosious weekend....
Post Script: I did find a part time job which I start next week...let's see if Stretch Armstrong can stretch herself any thinner...they did come up with that doll for a reason you know...From now on I want to be addressed as Linda Carter, AKA: SUPERWOMAN, AKA: MIKEL, AKA: ME!!!!

Bad Hair Day

Monkey DON'T do............ Note to self: When you are feeling loathing towards another human, mainly your husband...DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT, let him near your hair with hair dye.....boowhoo
boowhoo...needless to say I will have to dye my hair again this weekend because well my hair turned out almost black....lmfao not my nor steve's fault...(although I wanna blame him really really bad) The box said dark brown (which is my hair color) but when I started putting it on it was turning purple (NOT A GOOD SIGN) and after oh 10 minnie or so started burning my melon...so I start rinsing it out and it is black...I get the "OH MY GOD" I hate that and you just look really bad in that color....Thanks hubby for the support....Another note to self...when Stevie Poo is sleeping gonna whack his last remaining hair and tell him how SESY he looks...I have learned also in this relationship never ever to ask if I look fat in a certain item...he will just confirm my initial thought and say, "Yeah, I you do".
I shouldn't complain I am not going to do anything about it at this time but it sure makes me feel better....sigh....what a vicious cycle people....If I had one ounce of wisdom to pass on to anyone that gave a shit I would say LIFE IS TOO SHORT to put up with this kind of bullshit...but then I would also be a hypocrite because here I sit...Monkey see Monkey DON"T do..........

DoDoDooooooooooooo

Okay if you hadn't figured this out, I am having some HUGE issues here...My family has mistaken me for...yes that's right....SUPERWOMAN....
I was informed last nite that I have to start prioritizing my life....that is because I am getting no help and nothing is getting done around here unless I DO IT...and Steve this person that I should have RAN FAR away from 10 years ago, says it should be in this order....
1.)God
2.)kids
3.) Family (him I assume)
4.)Self
5.)homework (school)
Okay people do you notice anything really strange about this line-up??
FUcking ASSHOLE...yes I said it and I will continue to say it!!
We live in a farming community and we were driving by the "harvesting" the other day and STEVE good ol Steve says...."Look there is a corn tractor" what in the EFF is a corn tractor??? I correct him by saying gee Steve that is a COMBINE....he wasn't pleased......who cares?? My wonderful husband also says I don't contribute enough to this household (financially) so wants me to find a job in between everything else....what in the HELL??
I should give everyone a little history on Steve and Mikel...sittin in a tree....NOT k*i*s*s*i*n*g....first comes baby, then comes marriage, then comes love in this marriage....
What I didn't know was Steve has some serious ass issues...and therefore when we got married I then developed these serious ass issues...
He drinks (well not for 2 years...keep your fingers crossed) he is a religious nutball (yes a bible thumper) he has some whacked out ideas about what the "woman's" role is in a marriage...and when it comes to fight or flight he flies...yes he does...not stick around and fight for something hell no...clean out the bank account and leave everything and everyone like they don't exsist. I think he is lazy...but he does work 2 jobs...which apparently entitles him to do NOTHING else when he is done....HOLD UP... THE WORLD STOPS WHEN STEVE DOES....give me a fucking break....
2 summers ago Steve and I were going through divorce proceedings...almost made it too dammit...2 weeks before it was going to be final (me being FREE) we decided...yes lets try this vicious cycle one more time....for the kids....excuse me people the kids can see what is happening here..............AND NO IT ISN"T PMS....that is what he says when I get a lil pissed....never ever could be something inside of me needing to get out.....NOOOOO it is someone or something else's' fault.....one more example before I am off to start my day................I asked Steve what he had sacrificed in this marriage to be with me and to be a family....after quite a few minutes he says you know I just gave you my hamburger and that was a sacrifice to me............HELLO...............

It seems like it would be Friday, since I didn't get a damn thing done this weekend. I take that back I got some things moved to the new house, but I have TONS of homework to catch up on and I didn't get it done. WTF...no one in my family likes chance and with me in college it it causing major rock blocks all over our lives. My mother is unrelenting, says I am trying to faze her outta my life, my sister says basically the same, and then there are the kiddies I spawned, they don't complain too much cuz they live with me and know it would be better to keep that to themselves. Steve now that is a whole different story. He is still sick mind you and 33 years old, I can't force him to go to the doctor, he is worse than one of the kids that way. What the hell do I have to be everyone's MOTHER???

T.G.I.F.

That's right thank you lord!...This weekend I gots to pack more...write another paper...and do more and more homework. But this is the first weekend in months that my husband doesn't work, so I feel torn...My son's last football game is tomorrow....HOORAHHHH...sick of freezen my ass on them der bleachers....burr...what am I gonna do when it is artic cold here? cry and freeze my tears to my cheeks? well nothing new in my world so all I have to say is have a nice weekend and be bad...be very bad...te he te he te he

Oh Glorious Mid-Terms

Hello people...it is HUMP day and yet again I ain't humping...so not fair...I have realized that I need to spend less time on this damn puter and more time studying...Retarded to say the least...how and the hell do people do this ALL THE TIME?? To say I am struggling is an understatement. But I am always hard on my self so it could be I am just fine and being a big puss about this whole college thing. Here is the run down on my tests if anyone gives a rats ass
Intro to Film-A
English Comp A and B
Antropology F (but have gotten all the quizes and papers in with full credits)
FYE- dunno
Ethnics- Mid-term today (feelin sick bout that one too)
Intro to Law A
My only excuse is that sometimes I like the smell of PineSol....lmfao I am kidding people...I don't know what happened with the Anthropology...(it is my minor) OUCHIE MOMMA...
Now again would be a good time for group prayer....take a moment now for me...please!!

Playing with the Blog

Been messin with the Blog.
Took some stuff out.
Left some stuff alone.
That is my Hi-coo.