Failure

The definition of Failure:
The condition or fact of not achieving the desired end or ends: the failure of an experiment.
One that fails: a failure at one's career.
The condition or fact of being insufficient or falling short: a crop failure.
A cessation of proper functioning or performance: a power failure.
The act or fact of failing to pass a course, test, or assignment.
A decline in strength or effectiveness

Aren't words funny? I don't feel like this but currently I am failing two of my courses. YIKES.

My husband says I am in a "depression" I don't feel like I am but who knows...Apparently everyone else knows me better than I know myself.

I am tempted to drop one of my classes but to me that would be failing. I have requested help on 2 separate occasions and was told "It will come to me" Is that normal? If I thought "it would come to me" I wouldn't be fricking asking for help would I??

I swear sometimes (like NOW) I feel like I am in the Twilight Zone...DO DO; DO DO; and any minute Rod Sterling is going to come out and start talking and I am going to say. "I knew it, I just knew it"