Un-decided

I haven't decided yet if I am going to keep this blogity blog going. My FYE class is now over and this journal was for that specific class. So I am just going to wait and see I guess to what I feel like doing with this here blog. I have one last final on Wednesday. My dad called me for the first time since his marriage to Satan. I haven't quite learned how to deal with that yet. He informed me that his brother my uncle is dying and I should boogie up to the cities to "say goodbye"...well folks this man is scum and a rapist and a creep and all of the nasty things that make your skin crawl. I say death is really too good for this slimeball, so I would have to nicely say NO THANK you on the "say goodbye" part. I was told I am an asshole. My daddy loves to call me that I think it is his new pet name for his grown daughter....ASSHOLE...I have often felt funny when a man has called me jerk or asshole, why, heck I think those names really should be left to the male species. It makes me feel funny! Call me crazy.....see ewes later!

BURRRRRR....

This is what I saw when I drove into campus today. The temperature at 9:30 am is negative 4 and the high today will be 5 above. OH HOW I HATE MINNESOTA. For all those people wishing for snow, for the holiday season...I hope your happy with the 10 inches we got over the last week. On a happy note ALL my papers are done! Now all I have to do is wait for all my finals to actually be final! Had a pretty uneventful weekend. Stayed indoors to try and conserve heat.

Register for Classes

Well that was a little cluster fuck to say the least but alas I am registered and I am still alive to write in this darn blog. I have 3 papers to write this weekend and then NO MORE PAPERS FOR 1 WHOLE MONTH...wooooohooooo.
I also made a mistake on my GPA I currently have a 3.5. How bout them apples? So my next semester will look like this:
Biology- Our Natural World
English- Intensive Writing-Intro to Creative Writing
Law Enforcement-Criminal Investigation
Law Enforcement- Victim/survivors
Math- Intermediate Algebra

Yes I picked em so leave off....have a good weekend all!! I miss my friend Nich!!

Lech Walesa

WOW is all I can say. I attended this man's lecture yesterday and I was impressed. The funny thing you would think that this man ran a country for a number of years and his influence was HUGE and he will be in history books forever and well....he was really really SHORT...I couldn't believe it. I got to take my picture with him and I am a tall girl and this man actually did the tippy toe stance to try and appear bigger. WOW!! I realized that even super powers have hang up's too. Way to cool...this is one of those things that will be in my "need to remember" file in my melon.
Speaking of melon....a short story for you to illustrate just what I have to put up with for "common sense" around my homestead!
When we moved into this house there was a window air conditioner in the living room. I asked Steve to take it out. He didn't. His response was that it wouldn't really matter if it was in (WHA?) So I left it be. He went out and bought a cover for it and we 'tried' to insulate it from the inside. And well this just hasn't been working and last nite I told him that we really needed to take out this air conditioner. He said NO, that it has been in there too long and will crack the window. I swear he just thinks of this shit to piss me off. Or to do the total opposite of what I ask. He is worse than my children. Anyways. It snowed a little here last nite, maybe 3 inches and I thought I would be nice and shovel seeing as HE didn't"T and I have nothing better to do than bust my ass to make way for the mail man. So I am shoveling my little heart out and BHAM...I don't even realize what has happened but the world is spinning and I feel like I am going to pass out and I feel a little hot wetness running down my forehead and think what in the hell. Here I ran my flippen head right into the corner of the damn window air conditioner because its ass end is hanging over my side walk. and OOOOOOOOOOOOO I am just really upset and my head has a big dent in it.
I needed full capacity today, because I have to register for classes at 4 pm and Dammit I already forgot and had to write myself a note. I feel like I have scrambled brains.....

Playing Dress Up

I get to play dressup for the lecture with Lech Walesa tomorrow. This has become a little mini nightmare in itself. I quit smoking in August and nicotine is a hunger suppressor. And well I have gained some weigh. I for one don't really care it just bothers me that none of my clothes fit anymore which sucks. I feel like since having kids my shape will never be what it was and who cares? But I was told to 'dress up' for this lecture and well all my clothes are TOO SMALL...and I made the mistake of trying to jump myself into a skirt in front of my son. He tried really hard not to laugh, but it came out and my feelings are hurt. Let the Anorexia begin. It is funny I eat healthy and usually will only eat once a day and smaller snacks (veggies and stuff) throughout the day but I am addicted to POP and that is what is causing this 'problem' of mine. I wish I could just step into a machine press a button and *poof* be magically delicisous. OH I plum forgot. I did my GPA which was a 3.2 and was told by my advisor that it wasn't good 'enough'. I about lost my cork. I am running my family and taking care of 2 kids I live 40 miles from campus and I have 6 fucking classes HARD classes not underwater basket weaving. And this broad says it isn't good 'enough' BITE ME!!!

Oh What a Wonderful life......lol

For some reason on this laptop I can't download pictures to this blog. WEIRD!! So my advisor was asking what my GPA is and I didn't know so I asked an instructor, Lee and he gave me this nifty graph type worksheet to figure it out and I am like totally ecstatic...I am getting a 3.2. Not my highest for learning (I graduated HS with a 3.6 (I think)) SO today I felt really proud for the first time in a long time. It was a good feeling if only it could last longer than a few moments. I went to get myself and the kids haircuts....YIKES, the chick gave me a MULLET...WTF...I guess medium size layers translates into MULLET up here in the boon docks. Both the kids look great though, so I guess things even themselves out! I can count on 2 hands how many days are left in this semester for me WOWZA.....I am really excited about that!! I am kind of getting bored with the courses that I have currently and am looking forward to the change in venue! Cheerio....

WELL WELL WELL

Well my puter magically blew up on Friday and NO ONE in this household will fess up to it. TO make a long story short I had to buy a new one. Well to make an even longer story shorter I couldn't afford a "new" one so I opted for plan b...pawn america. That place rocks. So I get a presario born in 7/05 for $500. Not bad. My momma bear paid for half for an early Christmas present so I had to come up with the rest. NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO TOUCH THIS BUT ME,MYSELF AND I.
I am surrounded by idiots I swear. Also I can't get to my email...Nich that is why no mail from moi...can't get into it until Monday(I hope)...haven't started my papers...yes I said papers and not singular. multiple....sigh...2 more weeks....YIPPEE fucking skippy....Steve's mother said to him that I don't deserve to be in college...FUCKING...bleep bleep bleep bleeep bllleeeeeeppppp...this woman (if that is what you could call her) is a...crap I don't even think there is a word for her. Lets not go there I don't have enough time to get into it....have a nice remainder of a weekend....see ewes really soon!!