WELL WELL WELL

Well my puter magically blew up on Friday and NO ONE in this household will fess up to it. TO make a long story short I had to buy a new one. Well to make an even longer story shorter I couldn't afford a "new" one so I opted for plan b...pawn america. That place rocks. So I get a presario born in 7/05 for $500. Not bad. My momma bear paid for half for an early Christmas present so I had to come up with the rest. NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO TOUCH THIS BUT ME,MYSELF AND I.
I am surrounded by idiots I swear. Also I can't get to my email...Nich that is why no mail from moi...can't get into it until Monday(I hope)...haven't started my papers...yes I said papers and not singular. multiple....sigh...2 more weeks....YIPPEE fucking skippy....Steve's mother said to him that I don't deserve to be in college...FUCKING...bleep bleep bleep bleeep bllleeeeeeppppp...this woman (if that is what you could call her) is a...crap I don't even think there is a word for her. Lets not go there I don't have enough time to get into it....have a nice remainder of a weekend....see ewes really soon!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

Oh give thanks unto the Lord for he is good, and his mercy endures forever...Amen

Happy day before Thanksgiving

Well boys and girls I have a presentation today. ICK. I really don't do well public speaking. I can do it, I just don't like it and then I start to ramble because I am nervous, and then well I probably make an ass outta myself. Today's topic was to be a book that you liked or could relate to. My subject is extremely controversial and I have to explain it to a bunch of 18 year olds that giggle when you say penis in a sentence. I picked this subject because My son was born with a major deformation in his genitials and basically he can pee, there isn't anything there. It has become a major issue around our home because he is due for another surgery at the Mayo and my son is scared shitless. He has had 5 already to try and fix it but to no avail. The doctors say he probably won't ever have kids and very unlikely to ever experience a woody. Why am I telling you all this? I don't know. Isn't it amazing how you can look at someone and just "don't know a damn thing about that person"? I am having one of my mornings and I was just thinking have good I have it. My son on the other hand got the short end of that stick. I left his dad because he blamed me for the problem with the genitals. saying it was my fault, and for a short time I actually believed that. Anyways to make a long story short this book I picked was a true story about a freak accident at a hospital and the parents opted to give their son a transgendered operation because at the time the Mayo Hospital didn't have the technology or knowledge or foresight to be able to help this family. And they turned their boy into a girl and this story was just heart breaking. Well I was faced with the same dilemma. The doctors told me it would have been 'easier' (easier for who I wondered at the time) to make my son into a girl and give him hormones for the rest of his life. But I just couldn't do it. This book was one of the reasons why. Playing god with someone else's life is really a terrible experience. I don't recommend it!! Well I am off to campus to talk about something dear to me and I feel sick...Have a nice day

Normally My Day Off

Tuesdays are normally my day off, but due to my grades in Anthropology if I forfeit some of my time for service learning then I can get extra credit. And since it is a numbers game with my grade I opted to do the time. So here I am at the wonderful campus library, trying to do some research on my ethnics paper. I am doing my paper on shamanism in North America. How interesting does that sound? A little dreary today...I think the weather emulates peoples moods...Yesterday I did finish my presentation prep work and an different assignment I had on 'eavesdropping'. If I get this Ethnics paper done over Thanksgiving I will be over joyed. I have another paper due tomorrow by 3 but in order for me to do the paper I have to meet with my advisor and she is seeing me at noon. I procrastinated just a little bit on this one and it came back to haunt me. So when I needed the appointment she couldn't get me in until the last minute. I really should know better by now not to leave things until the last minute!! Next week I get to sign up for Spring semester...which means I AM ALMOST DONE...and frankly I am surprised I made it this far!!! Peace out...

I did Forget...

Okay fellow bloggers, I can't believe that I forgot to mention this.......and I am super super excited. TO much is going on that must be the reason. I had to pick up my test for my Intro to Law Enforcement Class on Friday and my instructor told me to pick it up at his office after class, so I go there and here he invited me (along with 2 others) to go see a lecture featuring the former president of Poland, Lech Walesa. I am soooooooooooooo excited. I know that I sound like an idiot most days here, but I am fairly intelligent and really enjoy the more intellectual side of things...go figure. This lecture is by invite only people..........WOOOOHOOOO. And for those of ewes whom don't know who this guy is....he helped liberate Poland from communist regime. He was also awarded a Nobel Peace Prize...Have I said how excited I am yet?

Almost Forgot...

Took my kiddies to Harry Potter yesterday...And it was excellent...Yes I am coming out of the closet... I LOVE HARRY POTTER...sigh...I have even read the latest book and know who they killed off...Call me a dork...I loved the books and loved seeing them in film too...

Karma

I am a firm believer in what goes around comes around. Why? because when ever I do something stupid, where I definitely know better, well it seems to come back and bite me in the ass later. One time (this did happen) this guy was standing in front of me in line at the store he dropped some money (I think a twenty) on the ground. Being 16 I was broke so I pretended that I didn't see it drop and pocketed the cash. That very next week I lost a paycheck for $80 and the company wouldn't reimburse me for it...Karma...I have other examples but from when I was younger, I have learned that If I do something bad, something bad usually happens to me. So I tend to walk the straight and narrow!!
So something funky happened to me yesterday while I was at the laundry mat. I am not sure if I have stated that kids love me...I don't know why I am not particularly fond of children, but when ever I am out they seem to hone in on me and I don't know why. So my daughter and I are at this laundry mat and there are 2 little girls that invited my daughter and I to color with them. We sat down and I asked everyone their names and Tiatianna was the first to introduce her little self, then myself, then my daughter and then Karma...yes boys and girls I finally met Karma in the shape of a 5 year old blonde haired blue eye little cupid. So being that I am a "sign" person I know this is one, I just haven't figured out what yet.
Okay I am going to tell about a dream that I had the other night (and then I will shut up and go to class) and if there is a dream interpreter out there then HELP...Usually when I am stressed out (which I am) I start to have messed up dreams, that is why I am sharing cuz this is messed up...I am walking and I come across a whole assortment of dead pigs and in my dream I am thinking to myself "this is weird" and they are all shapes and sizes and in different stages of decay and they smell really bad and tons of flies...so I continue walking and I come to this 'water hole' and there is a huge moose at one end stuck in the mud, dead. and in the dream I know that this is the reason the pigs are dead because they drank the water with the dead moose in it. So the next thing I know my kids are swimming in the 'pool' and I am freaking out...and they are telling me the water is fine and I am telling them that no it isn't and then I am so upset I wake myself up....I use to love to go to sleep, but my dreams are getting really messed up!! Adios Amigos